I think it is very fitting that the anniversary when I
became a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is near
Thanksgiving. November 21st,
2012, marks the 25th anniversary of my baptism. I remember anticipating that day with such
excitement. I was 19 and that is an age when people like to forge identities.
Yet, I did not take such a decision casually.
I originally resisted
attempts by my friend in my Composition class at the University of Nebraska at
Omaha to give me a copy of the Book of Mormon during my first semester. I was
just barely 18 and the warnings about people out in the world trying to convert
Catholics by the nun who taught my last religion class at my Catholic high
school were very vivid in my mind.
A history teacher had also made me fully
cognizant of any cult activity where groups of people would try to gain my
favor, show me love, and fill me lots of carbs and little protein making me wary of my over-zealous friend. Many members are not
nearly so zealous. I later learned that he felt prompted to share the Gospel
with me. However, many may have made just a feeble, half-hearted attempt while
he continued to share. As we sat in the classroom, he shared about the
persecution of the Saints in Missouri. I replied that they would have
persecuted Donnie and Marie. I knew a few adults who were members but did not
know anything about their religion other their abstaining from alcohol and
members giving money to their Church.
As disinterested as I was, I do recall opening the
encyclopedia to review the First Vision by Joseph Smith after my friend shared
this story with me. Still, I would not
accept a copy of the Book of Mormon. I was a good conformist growing up and was
at that point a very content Catholic. While I wasn’t the best on observing
Holy Days of Obligation, I was faithfully attending the nearby Catholic Church
on a weekly basis.
I was no longer in class with my friend when I shared a
religious dream with with him when I crossed paths on campus because I thought of him as someone that I could
discuss religion. He was very animated
as he marched to his car and offered me a copy of the Book of Mormon again. I
accepted with the intention of waiting until finals were over to read from the
work. How surprised my friend was when I called him that Summer letting him
know that I had received an answer to my prayers. I started attending the scripture study
program known as Institute prior to starting my missionary lessons
During the period
that I took the lessons, I felt the influence of the Holy Spirit quite often.
As I became more aware of what the Holy Spirit felt like, I could recall times
in my youth when I had felt the Holy Spirit. Latter Day Saint Doctrine does
believe that all people are born with the light of Christ and that people may
have the influence of the Holy Spirit at times.
To have the constant
companionship of the Holy Ghost, a person needs to be confirmed by someone who
holds the proper Priesthood and live worthily. I have had a Bishop who I think
was using the gift of discernment when he said that I was receptive to
recognizing the presence of the Holy Spirit. However, this was not during my
most spiritual period, which was prior to my mission. I felt very prepared to
serve a mission and felt the love of God
so much at that time that I knew I could never repay the debt. My
nonmember family was protective and concerned about my going on a mission.
Fortunate for them and their peace of mind, I was called to serve in the United
States in the Pennsylvania Harrisburg Mission.
I have reexamined my convictions from time to time and have
had periods of renewal such as reading the Book of Mormon during the period
that President Gordon B. Hinckley, one of the Prophets of the Latter Day
Saint Church told members that there
would be special blessings if we finished by the end of the year.
At times, I have longed to be more connected with my roots
in the Catholic Faith and also the roots with the Lutheran Faith on my mother’s
side of the family. I am connected to many people from my Catholic Schools and
have appreciated their support. Latter Day Saints do not believe you have to be
a Latter Day Saint during this life to be in Heaven. We also respect all major religions, which
raise the moral compass of the people. While we encourage people to learn about
our religion, we respect people to worship according to the dictates of their
conscience.
I have become increasingly
interested in learning more about all religions through the years. Latter Day
Saints do not feel we have a corner on righteousness and I am continually
humbled by good examples of other faiths.
I do feel the faith of my youth has prepared me in many ways to be a
good Latter Day Saints. President
Hinckley encouraged people to bring the good with them from other religions. I
have done that. I have not been without my trials. And I don’t know what
blessings would have been mine if I took a different path.
Even the blessings
we have are often beyond our comprehension. I do know that I have had many
blessings in my 44 years of life and the 25 years as a Latter Day Saint have
been particularly rich in so many ways even when times were hard.
2 comments:
Congratulations! It must be hard to come from another faith into the LDS church. My parents were converts. They were also inactive for most of my life. It is nice to hear of people being receptive to hearing about the gospel, being baptized and staying in the church. I can't imagine leaving what I was raised with but when you know it is the truth you must act upon it. In the town where I grew up a minister gained a testimony of the gospel but would not be baptized because he would no longer have a livelihood and he was afraid of being run out of town. He would have made a good member of the church.
Thank you for your comments. I think I was blessed that I had support from my family. My dad had worked with a lot of LDS people.--Barb
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