My blogging history (old links).

• My attempt at a backpacking blog for when we started trying to do a through hike is at https://ethesis.wordpress.com/
• My Trail Space trail journal entrees begin at https://www.trailjournals.com/journal/entry/596552
• My first blog started in 1997 at http://adrr.com/living/one.htm
• I followed that up at http://ethesis.blogspot.com/
• (still current) I’m a sometimes part of a group blog at https://wheatandtares.org/author/ethesis/
• My Appalachian Trail photo album on Facebook.
• I also have Pacific Coast Trail photo album and plan to start a Continental Divide Trail album in 2024.

I'm suddenly back involved with gaming.

• Rarely at http://apostephen.blogspot.com/
• More often at https://www.facebook.com/groups/829726510438199
• Including a lot of files at https://www.facebook.com/groups/829726510438199/files
• How I used to feel:  What happened that I stopped work on this gaming? The link explains everything, but basically in a five year period I buried three children. Do I plan to start work again on a fantasy setting or as a game designer? Who knows, perhaps some.  I had a good run though if nothing else comes of the projects I'm involved in.
• After everything went dark, Doug Rhea contacted me to participate in NTRPG Con and a lot changed

Backpacking has become a major part of my life.  My wife and I finally finished the Appalachian Trail and will be starting the Pacific Crest Trail in 2022.

• https://www.facebook.com/search/top?q=d20%27s%20h%20pageiking
• My current backpacking blog:  https://adrr.com/d20/

I have not blogged much more here.  Most spiritual posts and thoughts will have been at https://wheatandtares.org/ which has a lot of variability in the content.

The bottom line is that grief and loss happened to me, but they did not become me.

https://adrr.com/d20/ is where to look at what I'm mostly doing these days, outside of non-hiking projects.